feelen betta!

Ok, Now I'm feelen bit betta after what u said Cara. I will just let it flow and try and go with the mood like u said. Not too much tong or slobber. But a little more advice wouldn't have gone astray. Thanks heaps for the advice though. I suppose I'm gana have 2 figure it out 4 myself.Well, last night I was talking 2 one of my guy friends on msn (Jamie), who by the way is my ex-crush. U know, the guy I had a crush on 4 like the past 2 years. Anyways, totally over him by the way! Hes great, but just not 4 me. Mark is the one 4 me. Anyway, talking 2 Jamie and he said not 2 tell Mark that I'm not that experienced.He said to just let it happen naturally and I will get the hang of it. He also said when he first went 2 kiss his girlfriend she turned her cheek as well. So I'm not feelen like such a nob anymore. Anyway, Mark and I r spending New Years eve 2gether. He told his work he needed the night off, and I am so excited bout New Years. Not sure what we gana do yet, but I already brought myself a whole entire outfit. I spent $200 on a dress, shoes, bag, and like this over-dress thing made of lace. Looks really pretty. Can't wait 2 wear it. I can't really afford 2 b blowing money wit uni starting back soon, but I thought it was worth it. I am just so over the moon. He makes me so happy. And another huge thing that I'm not sure if I have mentioned is that I git into UQ to do a degree in secondary education. The degree goes 4 18months (as it is a graduate program and also runs through summer semester). So in 18months I am going 2 b a fully qualified Film and Television and English High School Teacher. Only thing is that I start uni on the 21st of january. All I have 2 do is tuff it out 4 18months! Well that's what I keep telling myself. Well, 4 the first time in my life things seem 2 b going my way. I hope it lasts. Anyways, love u all and miss u heaps. Have 2 c u all some day. At least we have lj 2 kinda keep in contact. talk later:-)